After the first time of being in excruciating pain during the race, I was not enjoying what I love and had to listen to my body crying out to stop. So here I am, trying to rest, having had two MRI scans now, and now awaiting for my next appointment to get feedback. Currently I am seated at desk trying to work and sharp shooting pains come up. I am sad being inactive, but the pains remind me to see what is wrong first. I am now feeling large internally and just not great about self, it goes understandably amongst my active and sports fanatic friends.
Thoughts from the recovery bench